颦儿ღ生如夏花

"You're gonna miss this

You're gonna want this back

You're gonna wish these days

Hadn't gone by so fast

These are some good times

So take a good look around

You may not know it now

But you're gonna miss this"

别看我长得很猪头，我很能干呢，最喜欢吃~

我最喜欢喝牛奶~因为羊奶挤不出来

平时我喜欢偷偷穿妈妈的衣服~ahh 卡住了

啦啦穿裙子咯~ 其实我是个男孩...

今天我也去学校考试了~ haiz 书包好重哦！

听说最近好多猪猪感冒了，我也要好好量体温~ （是不是37.6就不用考试了？）

这一年过得好快阿...

上周悲惨的我们c3r让个男的给搜了，孙想忍不下这个口气，给director写了封信...摘了一点在下面：

“bla bla bla...

...A Korean boarder in our cluster claimed that someone had stolen her electronic dictionary which was left in the study room for over 24 hours. Despite the fact that our cluster mentor had kindly helped her search for her lost item in all rooms, she claimed that the search was not thorough enough. Consequently, one of the MALE boarding staff came up to our cluster and conducted another "thorough" search during which all of us were not allowed to leave the study room. The boarding staff, together with a female RT searched all of our drawers, our suitcases, our wardrobes and even our beds. On top of that, they left our rooms in a mess after conducting the search. I personally feel insulted and humiliated and I believe many of my friends feel the same way. ..

I also lost my valuables in study room last year and reported to boarding school immediately. I was told at that time that it was my fault to leave my belongings unattended and the boarding school could not help me in any way unless the thief was caught. I accepted it. However, I am confused now. Given what happened in our cluster yesterday, I have reasons to believe that the boarding school has every right to conduct search in any room at any time and it is acceptable for male staff to conduct search in female rooms in our boarding school. ..

I would like to ask if it is true that whenever a boarder claims that he/she has lost something, the boarding school will conduct a search as thorough as the one that was conducted in our cluster yesterday, even though that boarder is unable to provide any evidence to show that the lost item is stolen by those who live in his/her cluster .  I would like to know whether the whole cluster will be investigated in such a manner whenever one of the boarders loses his/her personal belongings at public places.

If so, I think it is necessary for the boarding school to clarify with us during the next dialogue session how such investigation and search will be conducted in the boarding school; under what circumstances the boarding school will conduct such searches in our rooms and who exactly will conduct the search...

blablabla..."

Bs 找我谈了两次话。

第一次说考虑让那孩子搬了，说要开会讨论以后怎么查。但是就是不告诉大家他们到底怎么搜，搜什么...理由是怕真的贼知道了学会怎么藏...我觉得这个相当不靠谱! 有本事当贼的，还怕你搜，就知道欺负我们这些"拿人家手短的"可怜小孩...*悲叹*

第二次告诉我，他们找那个孩子谈了，那孩子说不搬，所以bs就算了...这是什么啊！！！他们有权说搜就搜，还找个男的一个屋一个屋，一个床一个床地搜；还把我们所有人关在学习室里，想怎么搜就怎么搜！他们怎么就没权说让那孩子搬就让她搬呢？怎么就没权把她赶出我们cluster呢？ 有钱人就特别优待吗？！ 我们也不是穷到天天偷人家韩国电子词典的地步阿...scholar就不是人吗？我拥有的一切都是凭本事挣的，心安理得!

实在是咽不下这口气，做人被人欺负到这个份上，真是...不知道说什么了...

觉得住在这的人有权知道。我们经常丢东西，有几次bs帮着找到了？明明知道不可能在我们房里搜出来的，可是为了给那个international school的人消气，硬是让个男的把我们搜了...这是怎样的待遇，大家心里有个衡量。如果同样的事发生在自己身上会怎样？也许觉得很遥远吧，可是住在人家的地方，太有可能了不是吗？

写得太长了，又是发牢骚，英文也是蛮差的，太对不起了...

孙想

Malay Dance SYF终于终于终于结束了！

孙想百感交集….

回来的路上，我没有激动，没有讲话，也没有笑，只是静静的看着窗外，眼泪也静静的滑下来——都结束了。

我像在看一部默片，慢镜头拉得很长很长: 从回复mdm的第一封邮件，到让我至今难忘、倍感羞辱的election；从4、5个人挤在狭小的教室里手舞足蹈，到10个人在闷热的pe studio里汗流浃背；从第一次被夹在中间两边受气，到最后一次全体集合；从每周9个小时的训练，到只属于我5分钟的舞台…

我想没有人真正明白Malay Dance 对我来说意味着什么，因为我自己也不太明白。我只知道自己为它掉了太多眼泪，流了太多汗，叹了太多气，受了太多委屈，伤了太多次心…我只知道因为它，我再次拥有了那种“这个舞台只属于我”的感觉;因为它，我重逢了久违的“为自己感动”…

一个小小的cca也许不算什么，可是它证明了我的努力和存在。许多年后，当我再次想起这段日子，也会有些值得回忆的回忆。